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Thursday, 13 September 2012

Timur Biru (rewrite)

*hanya menulis ulang puisi yang kutulis di botol minumku...(baca: tumblr)

BIRU
Nirvana
Nibiru
Laut
Langit
Ice Blue, ada lagi biru?
Cat, dan matamu.
Oh tidak, matamu hijau toska
dan aku suka matamu,
Air biru, hijau dalam…dan sendu.
jadi abu abu kau Biru :)

TIMUR 

Timur... Timur jauh
Mungkin Atlantis, mungkin laut Balkan
Mungkin...

Timur... matahari?
Timur... Arab?
Timur... Jawa Timur?
Timur... pasti Barat

Dari Barat kita ke Timur
Dari Timur kita ke Barat
Dunia ini berputar--bulat 
Satu waktu, Barat mereka itu Timur kita
Barat kita, ya Timur mereka

Ya.. begitulah... temporary
Tak ada yang abadi
Siapa kami dalam naungan yang Haqiqi?
Cuma setitik ara dalam baki
Menguap oleh udara
Udara pun hilang dalam air
Sekali lagi: tak ada yang abadi
hanya Dia sang Haqiqi...

Ya, bahkan kamu, Timur!
Kau---sama seperti kami, pasti mati.


Saturday, 18 August 2012

Ceritanya habis bantu-bantu jadi panitia zakat di mesjid samping rumah...
sehabis mandi langsung dressing ambil yang kasual dan paling dekat dengan pandangan mata:

-daleman jilbab kaos warna hitam
-scarf donatello hitam
-grey batwings shirt
-celana kaos aka training hitam

So, balik dari mesjid jeprat jepret dikit..hehe
and here it is:

Closets out!


Sunday, 20 May 2012

Apalah??!

Saya gila
kata siapa? kata orang gila #naon

Saya aneh
kata siapa? kata orang aneh #naondeui

kamu siapa?
siapa kamu?

*a random babbling in the midnight

Friday, 27 January 2012

27.01.2012

looking from my window pane
gerimis pagi langit mendung sunyi #kesenyapanyangadiktif

Monday, 16 January 2012

Menulis? Bisa (talk about Muhammad)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Jadi, ceritanya begini...


Well, it's been along time since i went away from blogging and tumblr-ing. But some writings I've just read today made me get a passion to come back and write my thought out on blog so I ended up here. I try to write minimum of 450 words today. I hope it is a good start err.. sign too. :)


So, what should i write?
Just think easy, don't think too hard. just write...

Well then, (lol. suddenly I remembered what mr.Amin said that female quantitatively use more hedge words than male :P) yup, so last night approximately five and half hours ago I did my routine tadarus Al-Qur'an’. These two days I did not use my very own English Qur’an because my Mum borrowed it and happened to forget to return it back, but it doesn’t matter at all.
I picked the nearest Qur’an lies in my desk shelf and it is “Syamiil Al-Qur’an terjemah perkata”. Interestingly, I felt confused at first day I read the ayahs in each pages as it translation word per word inscribed exactly below the Arabic words though I enjoyed it at last. Let’s back to my main focus in this matter, a sophisticated thing I found in Qur’an today is 38 verses of Qur’an surah Muhammad.
After I read all of the translation in my Bahasa Indonesia, I’ve been started to questioning the name selection of this surah, why should it be named Muhammad? Does it have any historical background of this name to be a surah in Qur’an?

http://irajimmy.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/05/muhammad.jpg


These questions came up after I read this surah and all of that ayah translations are talking about mu’min deeds and kafirun deeds, heaven description as the fruit of labour that mu’min will get and punishments for the kafirun. None of it talks about Muhammad unless two ayahs which hint that Muhammad is being addressed by Lord (Allah subhanahu wata’ala) about kafirun traits. How come this surah named Muhammad if it’s only given a slight hint (noted: if we read the translation) that Muhammad is the one that Lord(Allah) in conversation with?
I do not mean to offend or anything, it just pure curiosity of a nut-brainshell girl who love to seek and dive into beautiful tantalizing journey of Qur’an al Karim. :)

Actually, I have a simple guess at this surah named Muhammad because all of mu’min and kafirun description in these ayahs is the main topic that Lord (Allah subhanahu wata’ala) ought to talk to Muhammad and be applied in the reality. The curiosity led me to search Asbabun nuzul of this surah and some explanation about the name of surah Muhammad. This is what I found:
·         Makna Ayat: Meski ayat ini berisi perintah kepada Nabi SAW, tapi sesungguhnya ibrah (pelajaran) yang terkandung tetap berlaku bagi seluruh orang beriman. Ayat ini memerintahkan Nabi SAW akan dua hal utama dalam berislam: menuntut ilmu dan istighfar (memohon ampun) kepada Allah. (Hidayatullah)
·         Surah ini menampilkan sisi lain dari sosok Nabi Muhammad SAW. Amru Khalid di dalam karyanya yang berjudul, Khawatir Quraniyyah: Nazharat fi Ahdaf Suwar Al-Quran, yang diterjemahkan ke dalam bahasa Indonesia dengan judul, Pesona Al-Qur’an Dalam Mata Rantai Surah dan Ayat, menyimpulkan, tujuan surah Muhammad adalah, "Ketaatan dan peneladanan Nabi Muhammad SAW adalah kreteria diterima atau ditolaknya perbuatan kita. (Waspada)
·         Menurut M. Quraish Shihab dengan mengutip Ibn ‘Aysur inti dari surah Muhammad adalah anjuran untuk berjuang (jihad) menghadapi kaum musyrikin. Kesimpulan ini juga diakui oleh Sayyid Quthub. Ini pula yang menjadi dasar mengapa surah ini dinamai juga dengan surah qital dan surah allazina kafaru karena isinya menjelaskan sifatsifat buruk kaum kafir yang harus dimusnahkan. (Waspada)

Hm, astaghfirullahal’adzim... I just know now if surah Muhammad has another names =..=`tsk, forgive me ya Ghafurur Rahim... Where am I all this time? What I learned from 4 years ‘mondok’ in pesantren?
Thanks God, it’s a little too late but at least I knew it since the present moment. :’)

In conclude, according to the descriptions above, it is not strange if this surah named as Muhammad. And if you think it does not fit yet then you should considering the other name of this surah “Al-Qital” which means ‘war’ that I perceived is the suitable one with the translation of the ayahs. 

Subhanallah, all the knowledge come from Allah, human only do the effort in Allah’s provision.


Asbabun-nuzul source: Q.S.Muhammad

P.S. Is my writing topic this early morning too hard to swallow? Well, but I guarantee it will be good for your left-brain consumption, insyaalla…^^ Thanks to you who accidentally read it.Nox!*

Saturday, 22 October 2011

NOTION/ OWL MESSAGE

I'm currently off myself from blog or tumblr but you still can find me on my youtube page. I'm fairly available, wandering and updating my youtube.

Sunday, 26 December 2010

House Spirit (Hogwarts)

can't get this song out of my headdd! yeah \o/

Ministry of Magic as you know... Magic is Might

Go Hogwarts!!! ♥ ♥ ♥
Roar Gryffindor,
Squeal Hufflepuff,
Whistle Ravenclaw,
Hiss Slytherin...!!